DYSFUNCTION

DYSFUNCTION

Suffocate//Just Go//Me//Raw//Mudshovel//Home//A Flat//Crawl//

Spleen//Excess Baggage (Hiden Track)

SUFFOCATE

I feel nothing

Longing for something

Relax a minute to take your clothes off show me what you're made of

Drugs, to sooth me

CHORUS:

All alone

Leave me here I'm dying

All alone

Just kick me in my face

All alone

All alone and crying

All alone

I suffocate

I'm not gifted

Slightly twisted

Try hard; try harder to see if I can push you any further

Drugs, to soothe me

CHORUS

Please believe

You save me rearrange me

I can feel

Your feelings running through me

Take away

My sorrow, my tomorrow

Cradle me

CHORUS

Suffocate

JUST GO

I'm kinda numb

It's so distorted

You left me here with

This damage that you've caused

My tortured faces

Those fucked up places

In my memories

None of them I've lost

But

CHORUS:

I haven't been here long enough to know

Every time I feel this, I just lose control

Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful

I wish that this would just go

It's kinda sick

I feel so dirty

I'm kinda tragic

I'm kinda insecure

But I know

That I'm the only

One that can fix

Whatever's wrong I'm sure

But

CHORUS

I feel so alone

From all I've become

I'll take you down

I feel so down

I'm water while you drown

You're lifted while I'm down

I'm cancer in your womb

I'm the needle in your spoon

But

CHORUS

Just Go

With these fucking lies

All these fucking Lies

I hear you talk about your family life

I wish I knew just what that means

I guess my mother never loved my dad

And now I wear it on my sleeve

My sister called me just the other day

It felt so good to hear her voice

My problem is I don't have much to say

I guess she doesn't have a choice

And I'm sorry

CHORUS:

Look at me

I'm so pathetic

I Can't believe

I'm just an addict

I never needed anyone to help me, I’m begging you

To please come save me from myself

Save me from my...

My mother's always tried to change herself

She never learned to let things be

She doesn't know how bad she messed me up

Cause now she seems so fake to me

But I love her

CHORUS

If you push me then I won't fall

I've been programmed to take it all

And shove it way down inside

Like my father

CHORUS

I'm so pathetic

Can't believe

I'm just an addict

I try to be

I'm failing at it

Life to me

Is just a habit

I hear you talk about your family life

I wish I knew just what that means

RAW

Raw

The pictures left with me won't fade

These images affect me every day

Cause of you I feel I don't deserve

The life I see in her

Just don't leave me...raw

CHORUS:

Inside I'm so cold

I've never been someone who knows

My choices haunt me everywhere I go

Finally did something right for myself

My life for you and no one else

Just don't leave me...raw

CHORUS

I feel so cold

I can't take this

Raw

MUDSHOVEL

You take away

I feel the same

You take away

I feel the same

All the promises you made to me you made in vain

I lost myself inside your tainted smile again

Cause...

CHORUS:

You can’t feel my anger

You can’t feel my pain

You can’t feel my torment

Driving me insane

I can't fight these feelings

They will bring you pain

You can't take away

Make me whole again

I feel betrayed

Stuck in your way

And you ripped me apart with the brutal things you’d say

I can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away

Cause...

CHORUS

Mudshovel

You take away

I feel the same

All these promises

You promised only pain

If you take away

And leave me with nothing again

Cause

CHORUS

You will feel my anger

You will feel my pain

You will feel my torment

Driving you insane

I can't fight these feelings

They will bring you pain

You won't take away

I'll be whole again

Mudshovel

HOME

I force myself through another day

Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything

Right in my face

And I try to be the one

I can't accept this all; because of you, I've had to walk away

From everything

CHORUS:

I'm afraid to be alone

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I'm afraid to come back home

Another sleepless night again

Hotel room’s my only friend and friends like that just don't add up

To anything

And I try so hard to be

Everything that I should never take away from you again

Cuz' I heard you say

CHORUS

I cannot forget

I live with regret

I cannot forget

I live with it

I live through this

I can't see through this

I can't do this anymore

CHORUS

A FLAT

Trust in me can't trust

I know, I don't believe it

All my life so scarred

What for, you can't conceive it

Everything you fear

I'll be, you couldn't live it

I whisper in your ear

So loud, why can't you hear it?

I'll be okay

I'm okay

I'll be okay

I'm okay

All my faith is gone

You think I couldn't find it

Pieces falling down

Shattered, nothing behind it

In my mind alone

Lost here, I'm separated

Crawl deeper in my hole

Safe here, from what I've hated

CHORUS:

All the demons in my head won't leave me

I know, I can hear them

All the sacrifices made for nothing

Don't show, can't believe in

Wanna show you that I'm good for something

I can't, you won't let me

All your artificial words won't heal me

Because you can't accept me

And I hate myself

And I hate my face

And I hate my world

And I hate my ways

And I..

And I...

I'm not okay

I'll be okay

I'm okay

I'll be okay

I'm okay

Trust in me can't trust

I know, I don't believe it

All my life so scarred

What for, you can't conceive it

Everything you fear

I'll be, you couldn't live it

I whisper in your ear

Fuck me, why can't you feel it?

Chorus

I don't believe it

CRAWL

I'm so lonely

You're so beautiful

Not the only

One that's pitiful

Stretched and torn, I lay here in pieces

Craving all of your deadly vices

Like to think I'm not addicted

But I guess I wear it well

CHORUS:

And I crawl, while you spit

And I crawl, through your shit

Here I am now

Not a lot has changed

Nothing better

Everything's the same

Late at night I can hear your voices

Talking shit about all my choices

You would think that you've known me forever

Just because you know my name

CHORUS

Everything falls apart

Everything

CHORUS

SPLEEN

Can't breathe

Shut up, shut up

I feel I give everything to you

Can't breathe

Shut up, shut up

I think there's nothing left to do

Can't breathe

Shut up, shut up

CHORUS:

I don't like today

Take it all away

Just like what you say

I don't want you

Kinda like the way

Everything is gray

Just like what you say

I don't need you

I don't look like you

Do the things you do

But I'm fucked up too

I don’t need you

Can't breathe

Shut up, shut up

I feel you are what saves my soul

Can't breathe

Shut up, shut up

I think I’ll never lose control

Can’t breathe

Shut up, shut up

CHORUS

I don't understand it, you're killing this planet

The scabs on her face it's a fucking disgrace

I blame you

Can't breathe

Shut up, shut up

CHORUS

EXCESS BAGGAGE (hidden track)

Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them

To you

And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom

From you

And Im eaten alive, by what I hold inside

All the things that I live with, I can't easily hide

And I'm left here with nothing

Nothing to live for

But you

It’s not easy to hide

All this damage inside

I'll carry you with me

Until I'm not alive

When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly

To you?

I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with

From you

I'm so sick of this place

And this taste in my mouth

Cause of you I can't figure

What I'm all about

And I'm left here with nothing

Nothing to live for

But you

It’s not easy to hide

All this damage inside

I'll carry you with me

‘Til I'm not alive